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10:38 PM
Tuesday, August 31, 2004


listening to // concerto d'amore :: jacob de haan
feeling // stupid.

NOW I KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY ABOUT THE CRESCENT ARTS AWARENESS THING!!! Haha, the band played concerto d'amore for their showcase. xD It took me 3 days to figure out what i wanted to post. Extremely fast nyan? Anyway, was trying to stop bobbing my head to the music while doing hair braiding stall was beside the band stall. I only braided my hair because i was nice to rebecca. :) Yeah.

It's teacher's day eve and this year's celebration in the secondary school is the most sad case one. Oh well. Nothing much happened in the secondary school. . .except that nicky gave me his photo. [fangirl rant]I am liable to pass out! Just from reeling from his aura. He is just soooo adorable!! Maybe i won't pass out. Maybe i'll be able to stand upright and hold a proper coversation with him. Maybe. . . . Lol. As much as i want to post nicky's photo up, i can't cos i promised. So girls out there, you're missing out on A HELL LOT of good stuff baby![/fangirl rant]

The primary school celebrations were so much fun-er. I miss the primary school. All the kiddy celebrations. Mich/Gabe and gang left earlier so i stayed back with en en. The primary school food rox0x0rs. Tryphena joined us and then surprise surprise, it was kim!! She changed like 180degrees can? I couldn't believe it. My jaw almost dropped. After not talking to the chan family for more than 2 years+++ there's major changes. Hell yeah. Disturbed a couple of pri 3 kids and they are soooo funny. I can't imagine myself doing whatever they did. It tickles me. Yep, that is all.

**Feli, cheer up nyan? *tackleglomps* All of us are too good for our own good. I'll be here. Some annoying people aren't really worth your health. Smile!

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:41 PM
Monday, August 30, 2004


listening to // go the distance :: clay aiken
feeling // smitten.

Yes i am smitten, downright smitten with nicholas yong. I have twisted normality around my middle finger and everything about me is warped. >_< Bet mich went crazy with my fangirling antics during physics and samMi would prolly have killed me if she could. :p Well, i'm spasticated. Hey, but at least it's better than something and something copu. . . oh nevermind. You could ask me if you're interested. But if you're not from fmss it's gonna be tad bit hard to explain. But girls, no fear! It's prolly gonna wear off soon lah. The whole hongchin thing didn't last very long anyway.

Well anyway, MISS PRISCILLA SONG CALLED ME. Yeah, she did. I was pretty shocked and didn't know what to say. My heart was palpitating like mad when she said "hi, this is ms song." Gosh, the shock and the trauma. Scaaaary. Then she had to answer another call and she said she'll call back. And about 3 hours later there was another number starting with 677-blahblah. Bloody hell, i thought it was her. Contemplated whether to pick up or not. Eventually i did but thank goodness it was nicky asking what to bring tomorrow. *heaves huge sigh of relief* Phew.

Sirong and ruben found this tons corn poem that was written by some sec 1 or 2 during a literature workshop. Goes something like this:

Without you, i am ice cream without ice.
Without you, i am the sea without water.
Without you, i am the bread without yeast.
Without you, i am morning without the sun.
Without you, i wouldnt need to. . . read this bullsh*t.
Argh, my knee problem is coming back. Damndamn. Pain. :(

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



9:04 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004


listening to // UK saturday warm up - live in dublin :: judge jules & dj tiesto
feeling // weird ; spastic

I swear i remembered there was math homework written on the board but i've asked everyone on msn and they say there isn't. Then xiufeng said there was and gave me the questions. I felt like as if i've done it before like last week but xiufeng said we haven't. Something's wrong with me. Deja vu? Hmmm. But anyhoo, i wanted to say something about the crescent arts awareness thingy but i can't remember what. Except chu's sister and i have the same pants. Harharhar. Out of point. (-_-)

I was just thinking. . . And i realised all the nicholases i know are actually pretty cute.
> Nicholas scorpion
> Nicholas wong - better known as horny orni
> Nicholas yong - [fangirling]OMGOMGOMG!!! *nosebleeds* I will so melt at the sight of those eyes. *swoon* They are just sooooooooo beautiful. I wanna bring him home. =\[/fangirling]
> Nicholas Ngo is pretty cute lah. Other than that, no comments. Loool. :p

Right, pretty spastic discovery but fun anyhows. Plus, one of them is only a sec 1. I can't wait to see him in sec 4. Right samMi? Sweeeeeet. :) <3<3<3

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



11:42 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004


listening to // i still believe :: lea salonga
feeling // :)

I don't feel so fiery today. Hurhur. Went to Crescent Girls for some arts awareness day thinger. Art is blind - or so they say. Someone mistook me for a crescentian. Lolol. I still live up to my reputation. I should just transfer to crescent la hor. But will i? NOOO WAY. I love fairfield way too much. I feel so patriotic, right. Well, their blackbox production was. . . pretty cool. And i realised that their ELDDS is made up of like. . all indians and 1 chinese and 1 caucasian.? I'm not trying to make a racist statement or anything but it's quite odd. But they're good anyhows.

Went back to school to crash the AKLTG i am gifted, so are you course again. that course really pwnz. Well, went back late and i missed out on a lot. They covered some stuff we never got to do during my course. Damndamndamn. Humbug. During self testimony gaby went up to speak. You go girl. :) Jon ong and scorpie went up. It's great to see them much happier and all knowing their backgrounds. You guys keep rocking on yes? -thumbs up- The last was clifford. I think he benefitted from the course in some way or another. Which is good. Feel so happy for them. Yayyy. I got melvin's aka handsome *cough* and ramesh's autograph too. Double yayyy! :D And shumei was really being TONS INCONSIDERATE. It's your own fault you never charge your phone lorrr. (american cheerleader mode) *rolls eyes* Like whateverr.

I love trebuchet MS. <3

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:04 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004


listening to // superman :: 5ive for fighting
feeling // -_-"

I've really got nothing to say about the whole group. I mean they just got a pep talk from their ex-prez and now it starts all over again. Is this whole thing going to continue in a vicious cycle? Talks after talks because they don't retain information that's being thrown at them straight in the face? It's great that some of them know that they're doing wrong things. But some of them. . . don't know that they don't know that they're doing wrong things. I mean, i'm telling you!! But do you listen? HELL-FREAKING-NO! Do you have any idea how hard it is trying to get all of you to gather and to let me speak? Do you know how annoying it is when you're trying so damn freaking hard to organise an event and some bloody prick starts walking all around you waving a whiteboard marker in your face? If i didn't control i would have prolly shoved the damned marker into his eye socket. Need to do this, need to do that, need to organise events, need to take attendence, need to keep you guys under control, need to do everything, need to save the whole fuckin' world!!! Let the idiots go save the world, i just want my sanity. Ugghhh. Like what ken says, i need to chill. -stands under aircon at 19 degrees- Optimum temperature nyan. :p

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:49 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004


listening to // reach :: gloria estefan
feeling // nervous

Gosh, today's audition was really nerve wrecking. I was so nervous i almost vomitted or something. The tension was really high and the pressure was horrible. My heart was palpitating at like 100000000 heartbeats a second or something. Gawd. Auditioned for SYF 2005. If you wanna know what FMSS is doing, you can ask me BUT i won't tell. :p Not even if you bribe me. Puahaha.

I learnt something new from feli today. :D Zannen Munnen Mata Raishuu~ means too bad, no regrets see you next week! and Tonde Monde Mawatte Isshukan~ means jump, jump turn see you next week! Yeah, randomness lah. I'm feeling more uh. . . chipper now. I have been watching too much of Charmed. Hurhur.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:32 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004


listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // sleepy.

I sleep alot yet i feel sleep deprived. I still had my mood swings today. History test sucked. Headed to holland village after school to join the chus, yaps and ivy. I had my worst mood swings there. I hope i did a good job trying to conceal it - again. Wanted to get some chocolate to cheer myself up but Burger King had no hershey's sundae pie. It happened at tiong bahru BK yesterday too. What happened? Hershey's boycotted burger king? Right, what kind of warped thinking is that? -shrugs- Beats me. I fell on my way there. My knee hurts now. It's this stupid stinging feeling. Pah, i can't bend my knee with ease now. Hurts hell lot.

Auditions for SLGFOT version 2.0 starts tomorrow. I hope i get to take yarong's role instead of being the tree again. I'm nervous. -shiver- Right. Am off to sleep. I don't know why but i keep feeling sleepy real early now. Maybe it's a hormonal change thing and therefore resulting in the moodswings and sleep deprivation. Ah, whatever. My mind has gone totally ballistic and that is why my thinking is warped. Don't mind me.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:28 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004


listening to // for an angel :: PvD
feeling // pms-ish

I had really bad mood swings today. I hope no one really noticed cos i was really trying to mask everything up. I don't recalling having a sugar high and then going into a state of sugar withdrawal. Well, actually i do know of one possible reason of the whole moodswing crap. ISABELLE. Omg, the horror of the name. -winces- For all who mind me being a lil' bitchy, don't read the rant part.

[rant]You think mich and i need to get a life!? You think mich and i are as free as to trail you all around orchard road? We've got better things to do, nicer things to look at girl. (Take lawrence for example. Right mich? :p) Right. For your information girl, i think it's YOU who buh-luddy needs to get a life. We don't get thrills jumping around like a dog, screeching at high noises and grabbing the wallet just because there's a $50 bill in there. I think that's plain spastic, really. Also, you've already got a boyfriend for crying out loud!! And there you are, on a sunday afternoon snogging and going all touchy with some guy you've barely even known for a week. And he's 20+ who has an identity crisis. What's with you and all the 20+++ people maaaahn. . . . I thought you were crazy about your zephyr-french-speaking-i-bowl-with-a-pose-cos-it's-so-cool-alson boyfriend. Whatever happened to all the sudden outbursts of talk everytime we mention alson? Well, maybe it's quite a good thing. No more annoying "alson baby", "we want babies" nonsense going around in class. Secondly, the whole handphone saga with michelle. WHAT THE HAY IS YOUR PROBLEM GIRL? I mean you're at outram mrt in your dad's car. You could easy just wait at the pick up point for mich to go down and get her phone. But nooooo. . . Instead you happily bring the phone home and start sms-ing like crazy. When someone asks you to return the phone, you scold him a good-f0r-nothing. Personally, i feel that you're the good-for-nothing? You can't even order your own meal at burger king for crying out loud. You don't even dare pay for something you want to buy. Have you ever spared a thought for mich? At the rate you sms people IN HER NAME, her bill is going to explode. If you say something wrongly, people are going to have a wrong impression of mich and her whole social life is gonna be screwed left, right and centre. If that really happens i'll put your head down a toiletbowl filled with horse piss pond water from kluang and flush it. And if that's not bad enough, you delete her whole inbox. Like what's the matter with you!? You know people keep messages if they mean something to them. Mich's got quite a few smses in there which mean a hell lot to her. And because of your selfish act, mich lost everything? How would you feel if i took away something that meant the whole world to you and burnt it? Do you know that you're really inconsiderate? And you still have the cheek to say that mich, XF and i are the inconsiderate ones. Hohoho. I really hope that you'll wake up and smell the hot coffee soon - before i decide to pour the cup on you and raise Hell.[/rant]

Ha, there it is. Just needed to get it off my chest. Other than that. . . I lost my sketch pad. :( And to think that i just bought it!! Sickening.



+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



4:00 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004


listening to // falling :: lea salonga
feeling // inspired

I feel inspired to study - surprise, surprise. So after 3 days with ramesh and cherie (pronounced sher-rie), my life has reached a turning point. Throughout the 3 days i have heard a hell lot of stories that made me either laugh till i cracked my sides, gasp in shock horror or teared. Learnt a couple of study, memory and speed reading skills. I think speed reading pwnz. On the first day i read at 225 words per minute. On the third day i read at 1755 words per minute baby!!! They played nyana by tiesto too. And apparently, playing music of that genre at loud volumes can help drown out your subvocalisation and thoughts which helps u read faster. Hmmm. Learnt to be thankful for what's around me too. . So to those i've smsed, you know what i wanna say. To those i haven't, look for you name down below. (hell, it's been a long time since i've done shout outs)

Kathryn: hellos.it's been a long time since p5. you've been there for me more or less initially but we seldom talked as we got on to sec sch and all. but just wanted to thank you for everything. :)

Celina: we've pretty much grown up together. . being in the same class from p1 all the way to p6. you've been on my side, as well as against me. our friendship had it's ups and downs. but it's been a fun journey. tho we don't talk as much now. . but you're still special.

Feli: feliiiii! :) okay, first things first - thank you for all the photoshopped pictures. purty, purty. haha. i lost contact with you for a while but recently we've been talking. i'll surely miss you when you go over to shanghai. love you girl! *tackleglomps*

Kenneth: i don't really remember how i got to know you (sorry about that) but you're pretty cool person. you look pretty cold but actually you can be rather funny. :) thanks for helping me with some of my english essays and debates, sending me nice mixes, let me rant a little to you sometimes. muchly appreciated. i respect you man.

Victor: haaa, you horrid pig. well we've had our quarrels, cold wars and whatever nots. 4 years of friendships been pretty great. you're quite a nice guy - minus your temper that is. continue working on that yes? your presence has pretty much spiced up my life here and there, both in the good ways and bad. continue rockin' kid.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:53 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004


listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // lousy

The only elixir that keeps me sane now other than my friends is axelle red - i know all you people who follow my entries are sick of me going on and on about how therapeutic(?) the song is. IT REALLY IS!! But right now, I might just break down and cry this very moment.

Recently life has been nothing but cowdung every counting day. Either i'm just down on my luck, or someone decided to do voodoo on me or something. I think by now you're already sick about my rants and raves so i shan't post it. But you can ask me if you see me on MSN or something. My right hand hurts like mad now after the bloody door slammed into my hand when i was stretching. (-_-) Secondly, when i was walking in the wind blew and the bloody door (yes again) decided to slam straight in my face. My darling pressable nose! Yes it's soft, it's pressable, it's MY NOSE. -beams- I'm prouda' that. *pats nose* Whatever sherlyn, get a life.

[athens 2004]Well, at least there's something to be happy about. . . IAN THORPE GOT GOLD FOR MENS 200M FREESTYLE FINALS!! beams. yay. But i'm pretty surprised that phelps came in third. I expected either 1st or 2nd nyan. The water arena for singapore isn't that smooth sailing. Jocelin, nicolette, mark, christel and this other guy didn't do well in their respective event heats. The best was jocelin who came in fourth for butterfly i think. If i'm not wrong. Susilo also put up a good fight against boonsak ponsana(sp?) of thailand for badminton. Despite the loss and our best bet of getting a medal at Athens 2004, i'm still majorly proud of that guy. We've still got li jia wei who's event's at 12am later. But i doubt i'd watch it. Just wait for results tomorrow morning. China still tops the medal table, with USA, followed by australia. I'm for aussie. :)[/athens 2004]

For comic relief. . . "I rearly luuuurrrrrrrrve to mark you wrong okay. because in the class you sleep, you dream - you don't listen. then u go back and read your tan yin toon. waaaah!! don know you never see tan yin toon face, you never heard his voice but you believe in him. (some sentence i can't figure out) i lurrrvit when you give me this. hor? the disciples of tan yin toon. so if you flunk ah. . . can you please ah. . blame tan yin toon? don't come and say i'm your teacher ah. . .?" LOOOOL. Mok lai koin is so cute. Reminds me somewhat of miss thio who is also a chemistry teacher. Is it some trait of most chemistry teachers?

The following is done by feli chan. She's a rabid fangirl of prince of tennis. ph34r h3r haiku p0werz of d00m! It pwns j00! Sorry girl, i'm lazy to link you. =\ And to my readers. . uh, enjoy the haiku!

Tenipuri has tennis.
But really, who cares?
Watch it for the boys.


+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:22 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004


listening to // dreams :: the corrs
feeling // cursed

Somewhere out there. . . someone really hates me. Having another bad day. I had a bad fortnight about a week ago. One week break ONLY!? I expected longer. So, what happened today?

Had bad cramps in the morning and resulted in me being almost late for school. While chiong-ing into school and muttering curses along the way i tripped over this goddamned step and sprained my ankle a little. Ha, perfect way to start the day. Then when i was lining up with the other councillors at the back i realised my CCA collarpin dropped out. Great, I just bought it last week can?!! Another $1.80 wasted. First period was e math, went to miss ng's class with my waterbottle and came out with it. I'm seriously getting more and more absent minded. Team bottle sumore lors. What the hell la. !#$%^

Nothing much else happened during cirriculum time except my headache got from bad to worse. Now it's a dull throbbing pain on the right side of my head. Everytime i cough, it aggravates it and hurts like mad. I have taken panadol extra and waited till kingdom come but it still hasn't got any better. I can just imagine cutting my head open and see that throbbing vein there.

After school had geog lesson. En shao got into quite a little bit of trouble with ms toh so the whole lesson was pretty much called off. Great. NOT! Drama was alright i guess. I got production pictures and my certificate. I love those two pieces of paper. Sense of achievement, will work harder for the upcoming SYF auditions. I want to revive the somewhat stagnant and rotting actress in me. Think auditions are in two weeks. Mr pang said there will be script reading and movement elements. Ganbatte. Went dover and nick went over to tell this ACJC guy i thought he was cute. (-_-) Wtf la. That was damn paiseh can. For that instant i wished that a miracle can of horse piss pond water will just drop from the sky and hit nick square on the head. I'll keep my big mouth shut next time.

Walked pass the playground on the way home and there was this kid showing off his new beyblade. Please la, people got newer gizmos and gadgets already. Don't need to show off your freakingly ugly neon green top. It hit my leg and only realised it bled in the lift.When i got home i realised i misplaced my keys and conveniently forgot to take my the books i need for tomorrow's tests. Perfect! So what i have now are just some pieces of paper with notes that aren't very effective to me. I need my chemistry textbook dammit. (loool, tai yin toon. "i just luurrrrrrrve to mark you wrong.") Until now i'm still waiting for the cursed headache to subside. Kingdom hasn't come yet.

this freaking sucks!! ROAROAROAR!!! -rant&rave- sux0xors.

Thank you Xun for letting me rant at you - it's greatly appreciated. -smile- Thank you chu for being there. Sorry if you kena from me alot of times liao. Hur. :) My only comfort now is to sleep and wake up in time for the mens 200m freestyle finals. Thorpe vs phelps. Wonder who's gonna get the gold piece. Sixth sense says it's phelps but my heart's with thorpe. I think vedt will come in third. But anyhow, GO THORPEDO!!!

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



12:38 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004


listening to // tv
feeling // agitated

I hate my dry cough!! I thought it was getting better - i THOUGHT. Now i can't sleep because of this stupid cough. Curse you to hell dammit. Coughing suxoxors.

Watching swimming finals now. Rooting for mark phelps, ian thorpe and inge de bruijn. Wheeee, mark phelps just set a new world record for mens 400m individual medley. Wootx. Groovy. Right, i'll go watch and cough away again. Uggghhh. Thorpe's event is up next. mens 400m freestyle. GO THORPEY! -pompoms-

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



12:03 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2004


listening to // leave right now :: will young
feeling // sick.

I'm hooked onto will young now. Anyone has anymore will young songs to send me? =\ Hmmm, i wanted to blog about some rants i had in school today. But i've already simmered down and now i can barely remember what i wanted to say. Chinese test today SUCKED BIG TIME. People from my group you better study for the upcoming one. I flunked cos of you guys and there will be no second time. If not i'll put your head down the toiletbowl and flush it.

And physically things are getting bad. My appetite's reduced and i keep feeling real thirsty and i wanna drink water but i'm bloated. *shakes butt* i think i'm dehydrated or something. but. . . how the hell did i get dehydrated? Cough's getting a wee bit better i think. . yay for that. :)

Yay, my tagboard has some signs of life form. But it's tons retarded la.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:53 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004


listening to // the way :: clay aiken
feeling // empty

I am an idealist. Everything i picture is perfect. To put it crudely, i'm deluded. So much for self reflection today.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:49 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004


listening to // angels :: robbie williams
feeling // dead but thankful.

[ o9o82004] right, i got disturbed at a bloody 6.30am in the morning because the damned resident's committee centre is blasting national day songs. yeah it's national day and all and we should be patriotic. . . but not at 6-bloody-30am in the morning, dammit.

mmm. met the netballers at orchard and went down to clarke quay to walk around. . . and watch fireworks. brilliant plan! missed the fireworks because everything was blocked by this stupid building. (-_-)* ate pasta fresca. . . and i managed to finish my food! all hail me. :p but felt tons bloated after that - like a goldfish. *shakes butt* lool. snapped pictures, saw a couple or transvestites and then to Fullerton we go! That place totally roxxors. Yeah. . i've got no mood whatsoever to continue anymore - so that's about it. [/o9o82oo4]

Mmmm. I realised for most of my birthday presents people are trying to turn me more girly. Right, i'm alright with that but just don't overdo the girl thing yeah? It's really not me. I can't help it if i prefer medieval swords to barbie dolls and cooking sets and what have you.

I've been feeling weird lately. . . I feel dead.? Like something that burns within me is amiss somewhere. But i just can't figure out what. Most of the things around me are going downhill. Not so much emotionally but mentally. . Even physically. Having a real bad cough and temperatures that fluctuate even more than my mood. Argh. So i feel really. . . i don't know. Ugh. But the late nights talking on msn with the usual few people have given me time to stop for a breather so i don't turn into a mental nutcase. Sorry if i've been acting strange and all lately. I don't know what's wrong with me either - so don't ask me that question. Saavy? Saavy. I just need to find someway, somehow to try and express myself. I can sense another eruption soon. Damn all this. I've only got two songs to describe how i feel now.


[wake me up] wake me up inside.
[i cant wake up] wake me up inside.
[save me] call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run,
before i come undone.
save me from the nothing i've become.

bring me to life.
_________________________

and through it all
they offer me protection
alotta love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong.
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know life won't break me
when i come to call
they won't forsake me,
i'm loving angels instead.

Changed "she" to "they" if you never noticed. Thanks to all the few i've been chatting with till quite late at night. I think you guys should know who you are. :) -thumbs up- i wonder how i'm ever gonna live past 30 if there were no such things as friends. Hmmm.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



11:54 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004


listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // reflective

I realised how much of a bitch i've been lately. I have finally seen the light, so thank you for giving me the best birthday present ever. Material gains will fade but values learnt will remain. Mmmm. Definately learnt to cherish the friendship. It's really appalling (sp?) to see how thick i can get.

Had inter-class games today. . Was supposed to play but was umpiring so asked Berenice to substitute me. Don't know the results of the games. Ms Lim joined in the games too. I have never seen her run around this much in my whole entire secondary school career. Shocking, really. Got really nice presents from mich, XF, bell and aaron. :) Thanks guys! I love the little duckie. Quack. I am superduck! Hohoho.

The netballers were really sweet. Got 3 white roses from them. I love you girls too! And they sang happy birthday in front of the whole school - so embarassing. =^.^= Headed to town with some of the netballers + lawrence and yi jie. Wanted to watch the village but everywhere we went was like sold out. Annoying. So we watched I, Robot at cineleisure in the end. Turned out to be pretty good in the end. Was never a fan of sci-fi movies but this kept my eyes glued to the big screen. The last movie that had me pay so much attention was A.I. That show pwns and jude law is so shuai! Gigolo Joe. Hurrr. Met chu after the movie. . . and got my present from bel, ben and chu. It's this pink mambo wallet which is so NOT me. I'll uh. . . try and grow to like it lah. Although i think it's damn auntie. =\ But hey, thought that counts lah huh? So if you see me with a shockingly pink wallet - don't utter anything.

Rushed down to newton to meet celina, was half an hour late. Thank goodness lady luck shone on us, bus came a short while later. Managed to reach SJI before the parade started. Saw cheuk from the entrance. Hur. Sat down at the same seat as last year. (-_-)* I know i'm lame lah. Parade started. . . SJIMB's marching is still 10 times better than our school's band. :p Didn't really pay much attention after that cos i gave up trying to get a view of the whole parade. This woman in front of me was like delibrately trying to block my view or something. Everytime i move left, she moves left. I move right, she moves right. When i finally get a clear view, she uses the AP program thinger to shield her eyes from the sun and block my whole damn view. Pffft. Didn't really pay much attention after that cos my back ached really badly. Try sitting up and straining it man. Killer. Grrr. Saw some cloud condensing thingy. Pretty cool. I saw one during last year's AP too. Is it part of the AP program? Hurhurhur - not funny. Left my bag in the canteen and went around to find kenneth and victor. It was like SOOOOOOOO difficult to identify them cos everyone looked the same. White, white and more white! Passed them their stuff. . Left for town. Dinner at long john's because everywhere was so crowded. Roar. Went to meet victor and his friends to watch the village at lido. Pretty complicating story, and i got more shocks from victor kicking my chair than the movie. Yeah. . . headed home. SLEEP!

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



10:24 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004


listening to // me against the music :: britney spears feat. madonna
feeling // intoxicated.

A day before i turn sweet 16. I got an early present from tangy. A cake and present! Lolol. Got unexpected "present" too. Waaaaaah. . . song bo. Whatever lah.

Had interclass games today. Knockout after two games. Waste my time only. Went back to drama - G came! :) You gotta love that guy man. Hope everything went well for the meeting with the principal today. Then i get to see G and Renee everyday! Wo0tx. Mmmz. Stayed back and played more captain's ball with the sec 3s/4s and watch zeng squabble with hong chin again. Yi tian dao wan yi zhi chao hai bu gou ar. = Hurrr. Yeaps, about all. Time to hit the sacks now. Hopefully it'll be fun tomorrow. *crosses fingers*

I feel like grooving to the tune. Control sherlyn, control! -opens Quicktime and watches something else instead- It's sooo lolol!! blahblahblah. I miss feli chan!

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



1:47 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004


listening to // true colours :: lea salonga
feeling // vexed

Bloody murphy's law plagues me again. Why must it always be me, me, ME!!? It's so frickin' unfair. On monday it was raining cats and dogs and there was this massive traffic congestion outside school so i was almost late. The traffic light took so bloody long to change so i stood shivering like a tuning fork when hit. Okay, that's very bad analogy. = Finally got into school after what seemed like ten minutes at the traffic junction and i realised i forgot to bring my locker keys. Well, thought i'd get booked like 4 times in a day and get another 2 demerit points but thank goodness all i need to do is to copy the chinese chapter 3 times. But that's bad enough already. After that everything went pretty alright. Went to Conrad Centennial for Life Skills lessons. Hotel management! Raincloud was there too! =) I didn't expect him to go into hotel management. Was pretty funny to see him squabble with zeng on the way there again. Had a tour around the hotel. . The suite owns man. $850+++ a night. =\ But the armchair was real comfortable. The staff perks were pretty great too. Maybe i'll consider hotel management if the acting career fails. Mmhmm.

Some people have been extremely childish lately. I'm sure kenneth and marcel know very well what i'm talking about. Ken, don't "eeeee yeeerrr" me man. :p But i second that statement - ironically. Wonder what will he say if he sees me talking to you on AP. Hmmm. And then another whole episode of "The Chadish* Chronicles" will start. Ah, whatever. Shan't wreck my big day with such trivial issues. Founder's day tomorrow. Two hours of school then can go out! No plans yet - i have a feeling that i'll be heading home and start vegetating. Maybe i'll pop by HMV to check out the cds. For now. . . I've got my $1 progressive house/drums & bass cd, Markus Schulz Live @ Global DJ Broadcast and Je t'attends. Wootx! Dad's at it again. (-_-)" Sigh, it always happens. Daddy, i love you - but sometimes you're a tad bit anal. Who cares about the unearthly hour!? *puts on headphones and turns volume to max* d[-_-]b

*Chadish = Childish like how mobile = moba and file = fa. It's a CHS mok thing.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo



9:11 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004


listening to // castle on a cloud :: les miserables
feeling // burned out

Hey guys, i'm back from OBS!! Well, it turned out much better than i thought. Although the mosquitoes there were real evil. No matter how much you swat at them they'll come back and suck on your blood. I hope after we leave the devil will come and poke their blood filled asses with a pitchfork. Muahaha! Altogether 5 schools went including mine. . namely Fairfield (us), PLMGS, Hong Kah, Teck Whye and Yuhua. At first we heard inside info that hong kah and RI will be with us but only hongkah turned up. Unreliable la en shao!


Raffles Watch - M51104
1st: atiqah . ken
2nd: instructor ai chin . ginny . wanhui . shirley . jasmine . sofia . hongchin (raincloud! :p) . tejas . instructor li shan
3rd: me . felicia . matthew (-_-)" . ben . miao de . khairul



Day 1 - met up with the FMSS people at buona vista with miss song before heading to punggol jetty. . hongchin and someone else were damn cute. they haven't taken the NEL before so they were behaving like small boys that are so fascinated. everyone else were either sleeping or stoning cos we had to wake up at unearthly hours. yeah. we were the first school to reach punggol jetty. haven't been to that place before. looks so deserted. second school was PLMGS. there was this girl who looks like sherri. then took the ferry to camp 2 and got distributed into our watches. raffles' buddy watch was marco polo which had loke (mokxy are you jealous? :p), zeng and kailin. so not too bad. . at least have people i know. but in the end got to know jas, shirley and felicia better. very nice people they are. =) activities wise nothing much. was rather dry as it was mostly briefings and talks and all that. but played some trust game. quite fun. the freefall one was quite scary. learnt belaying too. then it started raining so we wrapped up and ended the session. showered, pitch tent, and cooked. OMG, the food tasted horrible can? who in the world adds campbell soup with rice. in the end the campbell soup burnt and the rice wasn't cooked. i'm surprised i didn't get food poisoning. hurhur. had reflections at night and played the ding dong game. everyone was real pooped. was quite a peaceful night other than the occasional laughter from ken's tent. with tejas and khai around, noise always follows close behind.


Day 2 - woke up at about 6 plus cos we all couldn't sleep. must be the school biological alarm clock. striked tent, washed up and had breakfast then started to pack the super huge OBS trekking bags. had to go to this place called peak acsent where it would be our campsite for the night. we were given a compass and map and we were supposed to navigate our own way around. took around 20 minutes i guess. thank goodness we didn't get lost. the watches which did took bout 1.5 hours or so. had kayaking for a while. . quie fun. plucked mussels when i was at the pontoon. wanted to bring em back. (>.<) pitched tent, washed up at the camp 1 toilets then went to cook. the night's dinner was considerably nicer. maybe because matthew wasn't cooking. =\ played the harry game with the PL girls, honchin, miao de and matt. was super lame! hongchin and i were the maomao couple cos we always had the same amout of maos. then met up with the instructors for reflections and played the harry game again. lolol. all of us cracked up when we heard it. then talked about what you wanna be in 20 years and where you will go for holiday. hmm. . . heard some interesting aspirations. talked to zeng and loke for a while before going to sleep at about 11.30pm. then at 1.00am we heard "raffles wake up!! raffles wake up!!! two of your watch mates have gone missing. we will mobilise a search group until we find them." all of us were like. . ughhh. the instructors took some time for that so we all sat on the log and talked. in the end tejas and khai were found. they were at another campsite. grrr.


Day 3 - woke up feeling damn tired. even leon commented my eye bags looked bigger den my eyes. did high elements. was at this tripod peak. the postman log was tons scary. it's just this log suspended at like 5m above land. and when you walk the log will shake. had to prevent my legs from shaking like jelly when i crossed it. hongchin was really freaked. he took like 5 minutes to get his breath back after attempting to run across the log. crazy boy. came down and started cursing. "na ge log zou de shi hou yi zhi dou, yi zhi dou. ma de!" the way he said it was tons amusing. had lunch and packed our stuff again. . then we were on the move! this time we had to reach this quarry. was navigator this time and hongchin was map reader. chu, don't comment. hahaha. :p relied quite a little on instinct. . . thank goodness it was correct. hiked for about 2 hours before reaching the quarry. tired ar! felt damn good when we put our bags down. rested for a while then had to build raft with 8 PVC poles, 4 barrels, and 16 ropes. learnt how to do square lashing. our raft wasn't successful in the end. . . so we all played around in the water. super fun!! matt challenged me to swimming. muahahaha! beat him flat. hiked for about another 300m to our campsite. this time it's facing the sea. tents we ji hard to pitch cos the ground rocks - pun intended. used stones in the end. . . shirley, jas and i cooked food and the rice was edible! wootx. matt was like insisting he should cook because he has gone for junior OBS and knows outdoor field cooking blahblahblah. but we didn't give two hoots 'bout him. in the end he decided to eat raw food. that's his own problem. went over to marco polo's side and chatted a little with kailin, zeng and loke for a while again. wrote letter to chu cos i couldn't sleep. yeaps. didn't sleep very well in the end. managed to get only about 2 hours of shut eye. got tons of bruises on my hip and back. stupid rocks. it still hurts like crazy now.


Day 4 - woke up because the marco polo people were tons noisy. they woke up at about 5 to watch the sunrise. but it didn't rise till about 7. had breakfast, did reflections and took pictures. matt started skipping stones so zeng and hongchin joined in. lol, those two are so cute. watching them squabble can really make you laugh till you snap your ribcage. instructors came, did a little reflections and had morning circle with marco polo. played the money game. kailin, zeng, loke and i. dominations were just nice so the game was easy peasy lemon squeasy. did final cleaning up for the campsite before trekking back to camp 2. did navigating with loke this time. and thank goodness loke found a short cut back to camp. thanks kid. =) put our bags down, pitched tent and did high elements again. flying fox!! the feeling was real shuang. flying without wings. haha. did belaying for a few people and matt kept insisting he does it because he has gone for junior OBS sparksy and he has belaying experience. couldn't take it anymore so i snapped at him. penting up 3 days of bullshit from him turns me into a diabolical hazard. you come for OBS to experience lor. if you keep wanting to something others won't get to learn and experience dammit. but he kept going on and on. so gave him the belay rope to shut him up. if i could i'd constrict him with the rope and clip the carabiner on his mouth and screw it shut. wanhui, you were right - bastard alright. rested for a while before having lunch. played zong zi mi ma with the prunes. shirley was tons stone. then had rock climbing after lunch. waaah. tiring. hand muscles were all sore after climbing. had a little tan too. FINALLY. but now the colour's fading. damn. mmm. rained cats and dogs when we cooking dinner. but managed to find sheltered area. had a feast with all the leftover rations. yums! was cooking halfway then matt came and said he'll do the cooking. ignored him and he kept going on and on. who said i don't know how to start fire with solid fuel huh? HUH!? ma de, ba ni zhui ba feng zu cai zhi dao wo shi bu hao re de. i don't need you to teach me how to cook instant noodles. just fill the pot with water and throw the noodles inside. you don't need to wait for the water to boil. he said it'll be real fast. the water took 10 minutes to boil. and by that time i was already serving food to the watch. sucker. still dare tell me "may the best cook win". kiss my ass la. in the end wanhui had to cook cos he ran off somewhere. some iron chef he is. *rolls eyes* cleared up, still store check. managed to get everything back. phew. (-o-)* had a little reflections time and we were all left on our own. when we went back to our tent, we found matt inside sleeping. and he really smelt revolting. 3 days no shower, no change of clothes. =\ he left a stench in our tent so we went over to wanhui's tent for talking session. then khai toothpaste-ed his face and legs. wahaha! he got pissed and tied 3 dead knots and he couldn't come out. that's damn stupid can? tsk. did trashing session as proposed by hongchin. he's really OBS instructor material man. but it was rather fun. had a couple of good laughs. ken still looks like a little caveman and he looked damn adorable when he threatened to whack me. instructor came and all of us zhao-ed back to our tents. hongchin and ken went to sleep. so it was just me and the PL girls. talked a little, gossiped about the scandals between FMSS and PLMGS. hohohoho! miao de and ian joined in. . talked bout lotsa stuff. but fell asleep halfway. (-o-)zZz


Day 5 - woke up at 5.30 and joined ben, felicia, hongchin and shirley for another talking session. jas and i were real stoned for the first hour. talked bout home, family, friends, school. . . yeah. striked tent, ate breakfast, cleared the store and we're going home baby! was quite reluctant to go back tho. . . i miss shirley, jas and felicia! =( shirley, rememeber the council day camp okie!? did school service before leaving. the girls' toilet was damn gross lah. all the underwear which they stuff down the drainage. had to go clear it. sick man. =S found a huge bee and an earthworm in the toilet too. wonder how it got there. yeaps. had our last Raffles circle, had reflections again. . got our watch photo and certificate. =) got our bags, bought shirts and all. . . boarded the boat and headed back to singapore. yeahs. went to meet cHu at tiong. missed you cHu. waited for bel to come and went to watch house of flying daggers. it's the lamest show ever! don't watch it. the girl had a dagger stuck in her heart, when she pulled it out the dagger flowed like river water. and she was covered with snow for about half an hour half dead and she could still climb out and walk. i don't get it. and there was this fight scene that lasted from autumn to winter. like, what is that man?!? waste of $9 lor. should really have watched I, Robot. see la cHu. your nice show turned out to be so larm. and make me waste money. yeah. . . that's the week of mine so far. cool huh. =


+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo